Hey folks. This might sound a bit weird but I hope you can follow.
I often find myself thinking that people do not see me as a real person, that is, body & soul.
I am a rather popular person with many friends but I wonder if my friends see me as a “human”. Somehow the topic of sex and intimacy is often avoided when I am around or if people talk about it they seldom ask me. When it comes to women I have no problem being charming and such but it feels like I never get past being friends with them. It seems as if I am a person which is fun to hang around with and talk to but when it comes down to relationships and sex I am turned down. Do not get me wrong, I feel privileged to have many friends but I feel almost spiritually exploited. It feels like some people see me as Yoda or something :D It tires me greatly that people can be around me for such a long time but feeling almost surprised or confused when they find out that I am also a sexual being. Anyway, I just needed to vent I guess. Nice meeting you all.
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