Am i paranoid?

I just feel out of place everywere i go i just feel people are looking at me maybe its just me i dont know its like when i have to wait for an apointment eg docters or banks dentist theres never anywhere that i can sit and wait. I know thats not the best way to put it so i just end up waiting in a radom part of the building stareing at a wall or a door while people look at me as to say why has he stopped there. This is a common problem for someone in a wheelchair its embarresing for me thease days i get paranoid i would love to go into one of thease places and see a load of other people in wheelchairs parked all around the room because there is not enough space for there wheelchairs. I think something should be done about this maybe thease places should make a special waiting room for wheelchairs so where not left confused about where to wait. Do i go there there or THERE! oh wait ill just stare at a door i like staring at doors anyway all most as much as walls wait people are looking at me again. I dont seem too mind lifts though i find that they have enough room there is the odd one that i struggle with now and again i never got stuck in one i hope to one day. I find often find it hard to open doors aswell there just isnt enough places with automatic doors i usually end up fighting with the doors to get them to stay open its fustrating. Every thing that is easy for an able bodied person is hard for a disabled one.