The thought of this absolutely fucking terrifies someone like me i dont think it because of the way i am could ever raise a kid its hard to look after someone if you cant even look after yourself properly. Hell id do more crying the Fucking baby i just wouldent know what to do i dont think i could cope with this sort of thing because of my nervous disposition. Whitch lets face it its a form of mentel illness. People like me just cant raise children it sounds like a impssible task a nightmare. i could just run and hide for 18 19 then come back to meet him or her oh by the way kid i almost to tell you that im your dad. But i probly wouldent have the guts im such a weak minded soul. Then theres getting married it usually comes with the packege. I have never really understood it i think its stupid overblown i think its just unnecessary and a wast of time for me i would probly end up divorced anyway. Thease things in life should fill a man with pride and happyness not fear i dont maybe its because what i have has made me into an extremly paranoid weak minded man chiled. maybe as i grow older thease things wont bother me as much besides we are all put on this earth to create after all besides if i do ever have children maybe it wont be as bad as im expecting it to be.
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