I have been low for some time now is it deppression i dont know i woke up one morning at thought fuck this im not going let myself feel like this anymore im going be happy. Im smiling and laughing more i think iv got my sence of humour back as well which is an improvement i gues. Im think more positivly about things now im trying to be less negative im going to look towards my future no more dwelling in my past regrets I aim for the things i can do not the things i cant. Iv stopped feeling so sorry for myself and thinking about how lonly i am like some extremely hormonal sex diprived teenager its time for me to grow the fuck up i dont think ill ever quite be who i used to be but im getting there. I have decided that im going to quit my job later this year and try find a new one it will be tough and probly take some time but i reckon it can be done iv got to stop realying on other people so much and start doing things myself. There wont be anymore angry posts from me anymore either just positive ones or maybe even funny ones who knows. Yep i feel good at this moment in time my conscience is clean im just going to do things now and not hold myself back anymore. Im going to go for the gold upgrade on the disabled sites im finding the girl i was born to be with before the year is out. I recently got my old guitar fixed aswell its been broke for ages im a bit rusty as the saying goes perfect takes practice i m going to try and not worry so much about stupid things its time for me to enjoy my life again.
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