I have been in a wheelchair all my life its just who i am its part of me but now i feel fed up its allright in the early years but now that im an adult i have come to realize how fucking shit this life. I cant remember the last time i was happy i just drag myself from place to place i really dont want to be this way anymore. I wish there was a cure for cerbral palsy i heard that there is one for mild cp an operation that can make them walk normaly hopefully one day they will be so i and others like can be free. its gotten to the point where i dont even want to get out of bed in the morning i cant even fucking sleep unless im drunk. Days feels like a waste of time all im doing is just staring out of a fucking window all day sure i do things to keep my brain active like listning to music playing guitar ill play videogames but i dont enjoy them i dont enjoy anything anymore. Its amazing to think the ability to walk is a gift it gives a person everything inderpendents, employment, relationships the freedom to go wereever they want without having to worry about how much fucking battery power they have or will i be able to get in this because some twat forgot to make a building wheellchair accessable. but there are so few people like me that no one will ever stop and truly apreciate life i dont have any of thease and look at what its done to me i submit im dont so called life i want out i dont want to be me anymore.
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