Realizing how lucky i am

Sometimes in life you see things that make you realize just how lucky you are i get this feeling when i see people worse people with severe cp i mean they cant even all they can do is just make a noise and laugh i feel so sorry for thease people they probly need help with everything constant care even to eat. Severe cp is a form of brain damege no matter what form of the condition you have the brain is still effected in some way that is why people with mild cp walk differently and tend to lose balence easily. In my case the part of my brain that should send messages to my legs to make me walk is dameged i can talk fine feel emotions just like anyone else some days i wish i couldent feel. Anyway back to what i was talking about before people with severe cp is when the brain is badly dameeged this means they cannot talk feel emotion hell they cant even drive electric wheelchairs the brain doesnt develope properly witch means there behavier is very child like man i feel so sorry for thease people even though i have what they have. i saw a girl with it once it looked like she had to where sun glasses at all times its probly to protect her eyes or something she was all smily and smily and she made that noise that they make i tell you i just wanted to hug her till i died i wouldent if shed pissed herself. I wasnt being its a commen problem my bladder has been a demon to me my entire life its ok thease days though. Seeing people like this makes me think what i would be like if my cp was like that i sure as hell wouldent this on the plus i would be free from the pain of just being human all the anger sandness stress of life all that wouldent exist id be seeing life through the eyes of a chiled that doesent sound that bad to me. If i could i would spend my life helping people like this. I think of thease things when im feeling down sometimes i am very fortunate to be able to do the things i do ok life gets to me now and again but it does to everyone i am the way i am and thats i done beating myself up over stupid things its time for me to find myself again and not let my condition drag me down if thease people are happy then i gues i should be aswell.