Addictive personnality

Some people are prone to addiction more then other it just depends on what sort of person you are how you are feeling anything can be an addiction if you let it. Even me writing thease posts about myself could be an addiction of some sort theres mild addiction like junk food and sweets videogames,porn to strong ones like drugs drink and smoking, sex gambarling even certain music is addictive METAL!. Addiction is commen if someone lives a lonly life where they do the same thing week in week out eventually the brain will get fed up and want you to do something different you will feel like you have to acheive or accomplish something to feel satisfied with yourself thease type of people will become addicted very easally. I am this sort of person addiction has always been in me when i was young it was about videogames its all i did its all i cared about the satisfaction of progression and beating the games felt great play beat repeat when i got to my teens i descoverd porn its a great thing when your a teenager seeing the female body for the first time in all its natural beatuty is a special moment it dident half put a smile on my face back then i was watching it every day it was very inportant to me. I ate my fair share of junk food back then aswell mostly crisps fizzy drinks takeaways every week end yeah i put some wait on. And then theres acahol oh have i love thee i started drinking socially from the age of eighteen i was out most weekends they were good times for me i never pulled or got lucky though it was just nice to be out and around people it was a good laugh. then all that stopped. as i got older i started drinking more regually it started of just on the weekends then i found i was drinking on sundays mondays tuesdays and so on i drink every night now not for enjoyment or a good time i drink to try and escape form myself to try and feel normal drink gives me confidence takes my endless pain away i dont even think it makes me happy anymore the least about of beers ill have is two whitch is none in the eyes of an acaholic. 2 is sober 5 is a drink 10 is drinking. I always knew i would become an acaholic i just have an addictive peronallity i was born with it.