I have had it since birth not every one with CP has it i jump at any sudden noise loud like fireworks to guns to quite ones like someone coffing or clapping. i know people find might find it funny hey look i make that guy jump this is fucking great as you probly tell im a huge fan of horrer films. Ok i was being sarcastic its not jumping i get nervous very easily sometimes i shake. Iv researched to try and find out what causes it iv found it is caused by stress people have told me that i just need to relax whitch i did now i am cured. No not really im just being silly i wish there was a way to get rid of it iv been told that every one has it when they are very young but then they grow out of it. all i can say is that part of my brain doesent work the same i even get nervous making phone calls i also get nervous round new people whitch makes me jump more. I CANT STOP JUMPING! luckily iv never had to go for a job interveiw thank fuck because if i did it might as well take place in a sorener because i would be sweating shaking and stuttering so much they would probly think iv just come of crack. I think its getting worse even things like being round girls makes me nervous now it never used to especialy when they keep looking at me STOP LOOKING AT ME!. just a few weeks a go there was girl at my work she kept stareing at me and walking past me huming to herself WTF this kind of stuff triggers it and i feel uncoftable. Christ i could barly breath the wort is when i drop stuff that is not normal its defnitly got worse if there is anyone out there that has this aswell i would love to hear from you.
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