I know Im still new at this and still finding my way around.Yes the grief process took a while, and sometimes I still find it hard when my body wont do what it use to. I was always very physical, but now it just doesnt happen. I am still dancing, street performing etc., but have realized I can only perform for a short time, cause if I get tired Im off in the routine etc.
The sleep also, at present Im on anti depressant to be taken at night, which helps me sleep, sometimes I dont take them and pay for it as when I dont sleep Im in pain the rest of the week. Its amazing how a little chore can take so much out of me. At present Im not working, I can pick up some work in the food services at the local football stadium, even doing that for 5hours straight can leave me exhausted and in pain. At present Im still going through the red tape with the social security office as to what do I do about work.
Maybe I need to see a doctor that deals in FM, as my doctor is only concerned with the depression, which is ok, but its the pain that gets to me more.
It guess it still comes back to living one day at a time.
Thanks Missaprehension for your reply and the site.
Yes I am sure finding out what I can do and cant do and if I cant then I dont. and I never thought how a simple household chore could be a goal. My mind attitude is positive just my body wont do what I would like some days. I am finding that if I do too much one day I pay the next.
The one symptom I do find hard to cope with is the depression. It can drive me nuts ( so to speak). I really have to fight that one,to make myself go and do something physical, anything, then I loose energy.
Yes just another adventure in this game of life ;)
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