Mish Mash

And then Cat wakes up from her dream to face reality……

No one person can live up to all those expectations….

Alone again

Also did my research..

The adrenalin, not lactic acid, is associated with the liver function. As the liver is a main organ if its not functioning properly then the system breaks down.
Sodium biocarbonate will only dehydrate you more.

It still comes back to more water to flush out, cut back on repetitive action e.g. in your case the moving of the arm and shoulder in your computer work, and diet. The same for any athletic. As for your jaw, the shoulder neck and jaw line are all connected.

My mistakes in saying joints, the massage will help relieve buildup and pain in the muscle.

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You need a massage to relieve the build up. Do you know anyone who could help out.? Are you getting exercises done in the shoulders?

At the moment Im realing from the effects of a red then two champers, and two chardonays (xmas drinks are early this yerar) so hic. but I will have another red if there is one going around……

Thankyou Macka.
Yes I learnt a lot from my experience. I learnt about life in general. The whole experience changed my outlook on life and what is important to me.
One of the many was unconditional love for a person. I knew my man for only a year before he was diagnosed. We were married 18 months into his illness and he died 18 months later.
As you can imagine, starting a relationship, and trying to continue on with life, knowing what the outcome would be, was very difficult. No matter what you did the outcome was death.
To sit and watch this man go from a muscle bound seaman and bike rider, to muscle wasting human, who could only sit, was not only difficult for but for him. He so often thought of himself now as a blob, not a sexual human being. To me he was the same person, the body is only the packaging. Even though I told him this, he still saw himself as he saw himself.
So many times, I could get lost in the role of carer, always making sure his caring needs were met, that I forgot that I was also his lover and wife.
To be honest, sometimes my attitude was ‘ just something else I had to do’. After doing a lot of things in the caring role, I found it very hard to change hats, so to speak. I then had to realise that this man will not be with me forever. Everyday we lived with that. what was more important?
I had to change my attitude. What more could I give to this man than myself. To fulfil that spirtual connection that we had.
It is so easy to forget that people, no matter what their disability have need to be met. Sometimes, it can be difficult for wives or girlfriends to remember this when taking on the role of carers. You can lost in all the nursing, that not only you forget yourself but what is most important. That is why I say if there is help out there grab it, and that way you are free to just be there as a wife or girlfriend, or lover.

I have tried to carry what I learnt from all of this into my life, not always succeding, but I try. I went onto be a personal carer as a job with a nursing srvice and a respite centre for disabled. Always trying to put a lot of my past exprerience into practice. Eventually I burnt out 12 months ago, and have taken the 12 months off to recover physically and emotinally. Today I am looking for employment in a different field.

One Day At A Time.

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